Could this be?

NM has turned out to be the new Mr. Wonderful in my life. I met him through that online dating service that I made light of earlier.

He's very sweet and gentle and caring. He even brings up the "L" word. I don't think I'm ready for the "L" word, yet. He says he's a patient man. I surely HOPE so. I've been burned so many times, I'm really gun shy.

In the meantime, I am thoroughly enjoying the positive attention. What a wonderful thing, to have someone get excited to see you!